food

I made a startling discovery the other day. I don't cook for myself anymore, well, let me rephrase. I don't cook for myself at home anymore. when I'm home I eat a lot of left overs, i crave quesadillas or hot dogs and canned chili. It seems so strange to me. I make great food at school 3 days a week and it doesn't carry over to the other part of my life. That worries me a little.
If I cook for a living will I continue to eat crap at home? I don't have the answer now, I guess I'll have to wait and see.
I've been amazingly homesick recently. It's weird how it is really strong sometimes. And it's weird to miss 2 homes (my parents and my life that I had in Los Angeles). Yesterday was my best friends birthday and I didn't get to celebrate with her.
that sucks.